Thursday, December 8, 2011

aphasia

my realization...

my sister was looking at ukulele chord diagrams while playing...and it struck me, I have a hard time reading anything on a grid, like those chords or the piano notes, the cardiac monitors, graphic charts. It's like some sort of aphasia...graphic aphasia? is there such a thing? but it's a fact, I have a hard time reading anything bound to a line...it's so weird...

the ex messaged and foolish me i messaged back, now i can't go to sleep 'cuz I broke the no-contact-rule, my heart is just raising red flags, even his simple messages bring fear to my heart now...it makes me feel sad...